Awaiting the awkward ride from your house to mine,
nervousness builds up and takes control of my...
Dark shadows in the midst of my beating heart,
Icecaps fill the depth where the warmth once was...
Screaming, ranting, drilling into my mind,
Searching, pleading, wanting to die...
I hate the way this feels
This emptiness inside...
He use to make me laugh so hard.
I would hold him when I'd cry...
Pain
Is what I feel...
Unloved I am tonight,
Solo I am tomorrow...
I feel like a doll lying upon a shelf,
you are my only hope to get free...