I get up slowly and crawl out of bed.
The voices have already started in my head...

Your going to have my baby and soon you will be my...
I love you so very much I can't wait to start our...

Feelings of despair and loneliness take over...
Distrust and dishonesty are all...

I want to think that its not true
I want to think that I knew you...

I felt like nothing mattered nobody cared
anything could happen and you wouldn't be there...

I wake up and scream for you
but your nowhere near...

As I stand alone wishing for you
knowing all along it will never be true...

You called me up crying in the middle of the night...
You were so upset, what do you want I can't tell...

Why weren't you there for me when I needed you.
Why did you beat me sometimes leaving me black and...

I pass you on the street and our eyes meet
You look so sad why do you just accept the defeat...