I'm in love with a man who doesn't deserve me nor will he ever love me the way I ought to be loved.

Boys are like flowers.
They seem to die when you don't give them some sweet water.

Do i have a reason to die? no. do i want to die? yes. should i know why? maybe.

U raped me to where i culd not feel love anymore. u caused me pain to where the deepest cut felt soothing. how can u look into my face and expect me to say i love you back?

I love you, but then again, what is one person?

How can you look into my face with tht lie and not expect me to hate you?

I have no reason to die. i still wnat to though..to vanish where i sit..to dissapear into dust. wouldn't tht be nice?