I see You, God
when i'm outside...

Your lips
pressed softly...

Red hands and red eyes
Scars beneath new red lines...

White dress, white lace
tattered and worn...

I think somewhere in all this
subcutaneous earth...

Take a cloth
and slide it across my skin...

I struggle with the button on my jeans. Jacket...

Perhaps
the time I saw you...

The birds flock
in the brisk October sky...

...a maelstrom
curses...

Envelop me like a current
as the sunlight falls to pieces...

Just tell me
who you want me to be...