Forgive me
If I am only holding space for myself...
Ashes, ashes,
we all fall down...
I want you and
I don't...
Outside there's a dusty rain
and inside only golden shadows...
I twirled
and twirled...
Heat, she felt
as his fingers traced...
Abruptly
like a broken hasp...
I moved like a ship
on the water...
I
am not...
I feel your hands
circling...
Sometimes in the quiet
slither of evening...
Anger blooming
Behind my eyes...