How long must I wait
to sleep and never get up...

Riches to rags
Jewels to trash...

Forgetting to remember
Unearthing all my future...

I'm no longer human
Just a shell of the past...

How many times have I sat and pondered
And whispered and questioned...

I know the meaning of tootsie pops
And a wardrobe filled with blue...

The painful silence
the empty space with me...

No more sad refrains
I'm sick of death and dying...

I wander for eternity
I think of nothing but pain...

Raining
Raining...

The flowers
are wilted...

I am not a human
I wasn't once one either...