How long must I wait
to sleep and never get up...

Forgetting to remember
Unearthing all my future...

How many times have I sat and pondered
And whispered and questioned...

Riches to rags
Jewels to trash...

I'm no longer human
Just a shell of the past...

I want to see you bleeding
I want to see your life essense...

I threw a penny in a fountain
And wondered what to wish...

I'm running away
My feet pounding sand...

I have the right to howl when you first bring me...
I have the right to attack any offensive objects...

I'm alone in this world
The pain is no friend...

Tell me please
How's it feel...

I know the meaning of tootsie pops
And a wardrobe filled with blue...