This is the journal God gave me when I flew up in...
He told my I could talk to someone, but I dont...

I left but youd never notice me
What ever I do youd never see...

Was killing me worth watching me die
Watching me bleed, suffer, scream and cry...

Dancing in the flowers in the beating sun
Beside the sparkling river that under the bridge...

1,2,3,4
Close your eyes and shut the door...

I talked to your doctor he said every things ready...
Her little girl smiled up at her and said okay...

If you have to go please go
I cant live with this unknown...

The joy in everyone I see is haunting all my...
I know that what they are is what I can never be...

I saw my reflection in the river
I went outside and danced in the rain...

I ran away but nobody cares
I left the life we tried to share...

Death pain and suffering
Everything that follows me...

You gave me that look again just now
The one that hurts and makes me vow...