I am wilted
Broken in despair...

I'm lying alone in darkness and worry
And everyone who helps me builds on my fury...

If you have to go please go
I cant live with this unknown...

Fear is only in our mind
But its taking over half the time...

Death pain and suffering
Everything that follows me...

I ran away but nobody cares
I left the life we tried to share...

This is the journal God gave me when I flew up in...
He told my I could talk to someone, but I dont...

I saw my reflection in the river
I went outside and danced in the rain...

Raindrops keep falling and I'm losing it
This horrible feeling I get when you're around...

Long ago in the hopeless abyss
There was a time when the stars gentle kiss...

Im running, running far away
To where I dont really know...

Was killing me worth watching me die
Watching me bleed, suffer, scream and cry...