Its really confusing
And kind of pathetic...

I.
I wish I could go back...

Innocent sad white
Peeking timidly...

Pushing, pulling, writhing, convulsing
The pain, the effort...

Tumbles in meadows
Runs in fields...

Hand in hand
And hearts ensconced deeper...

"Pain-killers" is a misnomer;
They do no killing...