The only day of my life i would take back is the day i was born...

I would have bet my life that you still loved me, too bad i didn't, because then i wouldn't be in this pain...

You were all i ever wanted and needed, now your gone, and all i need is to disapear forever...

You tell me to stop thinking about you, but i can't, all i do is look at a wall and i think of you, how can you not think of me so easily???

You will never know how much i needed you... and i never knew until you left me...

Why...

do i dream of suicide
are my wrists scarred
is my heart so shattered, it's impossible to fix
do i put on a fake smile
do i hate myself so much

My heart is so broken, not even the deepest love can save me now...

How can you keep on saying you love me, when i know it's such a lie, everytime i hear you say it, all i want to do is die.

Everytime you look into my eyes, i can't help but think, is this another one of your heart-cutting lies?

I love you and i hate you, i just can't make up my mind, all i'm asking for is happiness from time to time, but maybe it's too much to ask for, for you to LOVE me