You/re fading away
You/re fading away...

I/m sorry I let the depression win
I/m sorry for what could have bin...

So you spit and choke,
Force it up your throat...

...

And it hurts inside to know you/ll never feel the...
But I can/t help searching for something to blame...

A red river flows across my wrist
It was not my choice to do this...

You were the stars of my night guiding me home
You were the tree protecting me from rain...

We keep going round the same old bend retelling...
But now Ive gotten bored I wanna read something...

Feelings get you down and twist up your insides
Like a grinder compressing the pain no loss no...

Why is it there is no one there when you are...
Why is it there is no one there when you are...

And at school I smile, it may even be the...
And at school I laugh, it may even be the loudest...

I smile like that last one blow did not hurt
A small stone hit against the strongest wall...