Shadows stretch over the horizon.
Reaching for my throat, slowly choking me.
As I look up to the moon, the last light I see...
Like my existence slowly starts fading...

As the flame of life flickers in the breeze,
And the battery in our watch dies and causes time to freeze, I say to you as only a sailor can... My soul is sailing away, finally set free

Do you remember when I promised you until death do us part?
Do you remember when I said that I will never stop loving you?
It's all true and not even death can stop my heart from beating for you.

Here I am once again,
With cement shoes in this Crimson river of sin.
Sinking deeper into this thick river painting my skin,
Staring at my reflection in this river appearing as the monster they all despise.

Smile! I'm falling! You pushed me over the edge and I could see the joy you got in your eyes! That's right, you didn't push me. Someone else pushed me for you.
Now I'm waiting to hear the sound of my head hitting the ground!

They call a dwi driving while intoxicated, I call it dying with initiative

It seems as if my rope has come to its end.... Sad thing is.... I'm ready for my end more now than I ever was before.

I have cancer.... Oh well, not like it matters just like I don't matter and never have

Guess that means I have to get another tattoo over this tattoo just to cover up and bury old memories that never was and will never be....

I don't care anymore, I'm letting everything go.
I give up, life! I surrender to death, I'm too tired for this anymore.... I'm just ready to die