Guess that means I have to get another tattoo over this tattoo just to cover up and bury old memories that never was and will never be....

I have cancer.... Oh well, not like it matters just like I don't matter and never have

It's cold, I'm turning pale and still coughing blood...
I didn't know cancer turns you into a Vampire...
36hours and still counting.

There will be no flowers, nor funeral for me.
Just an open furnace and a lot of heat. Throw me in an forget me there, dump the ashes somewhere with no air.

I don't care anymore, I'm letting everything go.
I give up, life! I surrender to death, I'm too tired for this anymore.... I'm just ready to die

It seems as if my rope has come to its end.... Sad thing is.... I'm ready for my end more now than I ever was before.

They call a dwi driving while intoxicated, I call it dying with initiative

Smile! I'm falling! You pushed me over the edge and I could see the joy you got in your eyes! That's right, you didn't push me. Someone else pushed me for you.
Now I'm waiting to hear the sound of my head hitting the ground!

As the lights are going out and these eyes close while this blood drips... I guess we both get what we want. You want me to die and I want death. I guess death heard your wish

Come now sweet death, i embrace thee!