I AM
I am sad and lonely...

His eyes, and the way they looked at me and...
His hugs and the feel of his touch...

Its nine o'clock
I'm staring at my phone...

I went to bed
thinking of you...

My heart double beats every time i see you,
My heart cries every time i think of him...

As I sit here,
My heart racing 10 xs faster than it should...

Self inflicted
Tears falling down...

Waiting for the phone to ring,
My mind wonders to the bad of the situation...

Sleep till noon
Shower before I eat breakfast...

Laying in my bed,
Screaming at you through my pillow...