Laying in my bed,
Screaming at you through my pillow...

My heart double beats every time i see you,
My heart cries every time i think of him...

I AM
I am sad and lonely...

Its nine o'clock
I'm staring at my phone...

I went to bed
thinking of you...

Sleep till noon
Shower before I eat breakfast...

Self inflicted
Tears falling down...

His eyes, and the way they looked at me and...
His hugs and the feel of his touch...

Waiting for the phone to ring,
My mind wonders to the bad of the situation...

As I sit here,
My heart racing 10 xs faster than it should...