Blank eyes stare at me believing false lies
No emotions is stirred when they hear my cries...
I'm tired of being alive
I'll never reach the happiness I strive...
Do you not see me in your eyes?
Is invisibility my disguise...
Gliding the knife across my skin
Trying to block the pain within...
Everything's always going wrong
I never know where I belong...
Have you forgotten about me?
Like a ship lost at sea...
Hitting with exact precision
Stars filling my vision...
I'm tired of being here
In This place with no cheer...
I'm sitting here
Wishing you were near...
The blood flows unrestricted
The slicing of flesh, I'm addicted...
Life is empty and Bleak
A game of hide and seek...
I wake up every morning wanting to die
Knowing this cheerful smile is just another lie...