I feel as these emotions for you
and not knowing how to deal...

Trying to hide all the pain
but no longer can I hide it...

My true pain is hidden deep inside
its what I don't want the world to see...

I can't take this pain
I didn't know it would hurt so...

When I am feeling down its like your not around...
So come with me and you will see all my pain can u...

Many people can't deal with pain
I thought I could but I was wrong...

Bloody wrists messed up fists running mascara and...
Alot may happen in life to make someone want to...

It's like I'm taking 5 steps forward and 10 steps...

There is something I've needed to say....I love...
This is for my boyfriend Charlie he is the best...