Your eyes are everything i wished for
your touch is like a sensation from an angel...

I've released myself from my fear
my mind no longer wanders if the end will ever be...

Can my life be anymore worse
i 'm always sad or upset...

I sit here in my room
thinking about all the things i have in life...

Bleeding,crying,cutting,alone,and dead
is what i want and like...

Leave me alone
leave me too die...

From morning till night I'll love you
from days to years I'll love you...

I know that i am an anti-christ
but some one has to know how i feel inside...

Is it silent?
or is it quiet...

Hearts are red
the sky is blue...

When you've searched from far to near
and never found love...

As i watch myself disappear slowly in the mirror
i bleed from every orifice...