Im gonna make it,Im a soldier
Im not giving up,Im at war...

Born into a world with a family that dislikes me
from the age of 5 till the age 11 I got beat from...

Once again Heart Broken
Crushed like the snail I stepped on yesterday...

When we first got together
you told me that you'll always be there...

Seas making waves like thunder storms as the trees...
That kush seed was planted long ago...

I fall asleep and dream of her
I wake in the morning and wait till 9 to call her...

It hurts me deep inside
when your touch has gone away...

For many days sorrow is all I knew
I've sabotaged everything that brought happiness...

Life without your touch is like death lingering...
the thought that my arms can never be around you...

As life turns and spins me in circles
the feeling inside my heart call out to you...

I sit here in my room
thinking about all the things i have in life...

A long time ago when I was trying to kill myself
my family and friends tried there best to prevent...