Tossing and turning,
waiting for the oblivion of sleep...
The air is getting colder
with a bite now in the wind...
Every time I try to tell you
just how I feel...
Close my eyes, block out the world,
let all my pretenses fall away...
Life is like a story book,
sometimes the pages turn easily...
I close my eyes and count my mistakes,
I know they outweigh the good...
It's one o'clock in the morning
and I'm sitting here alone...
Dreaming of cool nights
with the sound of soothing waves...
Sitting in the silence
listening to my own tears...
We butcher and kill in the name of god
saying it's his will...
You're laying there beside me
but it feels a million miles away...
I'm looking for you everywhere,
don't know where you are...