Sometimes the stories lie and love is the worst pain you'll ever feel

You think because I struggle with depression that I'm weak? Maybe it's because I have to hold it all inside to keep your world together

Tired of the crap, tired of the blood, tired of the fighting, just wishing for it to end. Tired of uncertainty, tired of the fear, tired of counting the minutes, wondering if you'll make it through.

As you sign out & I'm left alone, I can't help the tears that freely fall as another empty night without you stretches out in front of me & I think "I hate this so"

Let me just lay here,
I swear I'll be alright,
Just let me fall apart,
I can't be strong tonight

We live our lives more or less like a stream flowing down hill, we could follow the same course indefinitely until suddenly we hit a rock & then we must find our own way to flow around it. It's hard, it's scary but that's when we grow

Think about this, you are always just one moment and one choice from changing your entire world and living a different life, for good or ill

Lost out in sea in a sinking boat, screaming for someone to rescue me, but even sitting beside me everyones a million miles away

Because sometimes...we have to be shattered to become whole, cry to be able to laugh, hurt in order to feel joy & give up to find a better place.

Letting our tears fall isn't a sign of weakness, it's a sign of strength. A sign saying we're not afraid to feel.