Hollow smiles light my way
cold hugs delievered...

The cheers and alughter
have left our children...

Crying myself to sleep
cutting into my arms...

I am calling for help
waving the neon glow...

I am drowning
in this world of...

You want to cry
so you...

Splish
splash...

A strike of pain
fills up my horrid soul...

One moment is joy my dear
but the next i fear...

Screaming as loud
as you can...

In this world of sorcerers
and wizards i belong...

Fearfull eyes glance
my way...