It's a choice you have to decide
Life is okay for awhile,but...
I sat behind him yesterday,
My words were ready on my tongue...
I'm not looking to rekindle
Whatever it was that we had...
It hurts to think about it
pain fills my heart...
I saw you today
You didn't see me...
Would you care if I
died tomorrow? as I...
Dead inside
Never was alive...
I called you friend for part of my life,
With you I've shared my love and strife...
Trapped in this body
No longer existing...
These tears
are never washed away...
No one ever sees the fall beyond the rise
the desperation in the cries...
Kneeling on the ground
beside the creek she knows so well...
Im tangled in the sheets
no one coming home for me too kiss on the cheek...
The tears in her eyes
are question marks...
Pain...so much pain.
my wings burn as i live in vain...
Used to cut, used to burn.
Used to fight, used to hurt...
Im sorry that im a failure,
that i cant do anything right...
There she goes.
The girl everyone hates...
The feeling of nothing
lurks in your mind...
Winds don't blow
Stars don't shine...
I'm tearing myself to pieces
Don't know where to run or hide...
He's the nightmare in my dream
The scars across my wrist...
Its the hardest thing I ever had to do
I couldn't believe I actually said I didn't want...
I'm lying on this muddy ground,
As the rain slides off me...
Sometimes what we believe is our future
is meant to be in the past...
Did you ever love me?
Did you ever care...
I know its not that good but i needed to get it...
I've had enough, I'm giving up, I see no reason...