So sick of tears,
So sick of pain...
Dear, dear cotton rope,
will you help me with this pain to cope...
You chose this way, you wanted to be,
When I kept on saying no and no...
As I lay here in my room,
Staring in the shadows on the ceiling...
No one knows what it's like,
to be hurt in a million ways...
Mirror, mirror on the wall,
Can not you hear my desperate call...
A new pain works deep into my heart,
The thought that we are falling apart...
I never thought you'd ever hear,
Never thought I would want you near...
They know each other for 10 years,
They were always there to wipe each others tears...
I want a guy that would hold my hand,
Sing to me and be my best friend...
I'm so tired of being me,
I'm dying inside, but you cant see...
My hands shaking,
My heart breaking...