I thought about your funeral last night.
Oh, my God, I laughed...
Dear Diary
I want to tell my story...
I know I take up
Way too much of your time...
Stand by my side,
Even if it's a few steps away...
The Devil is near -
I can feel it in the air...
Reflections stare back at me
From the dimly lit mirror...
I wander through the tombstones,
The mist encircling me...
It's 5 o'clock and the sun is up.
I listen to the birds singing...
I'm sitting here in front of your T.V
But you're not here at my side...
Do you hear the silence,
Broken by happy laughter...
Each time I get my hopes up,
You find a way to dash them...
As kids we're taught
That you can't always...