They tell me to keep holding on.
Keep encouraging me to stay strong...

Looking back to what
I once thought we had, I now know I was...

I sit on the bathtub edge
Looking at my cracked reflection...

Tonight I want to tell you
That I'm sorry...

Can you feel bitter cold in the air?
Death is near...

I fake a smile
To hide the tears...

It was a cold,
Dark night...

I hate how much I feel for you.
Hate how much I care...

All I ever wanted
Was someone to love...

Sitting alone on my bed,
I think about my life...

I bow before thee,
Oh Blade, so sharp and glistening...

Watching you playing outside,
I wonder what goes through your mind...