Crimson Red Tears
Cascade Down Her Face...
Upon the floor he lays in waste
A man who once was king...
Lying in my own pool of blood,
feels like heaven in this crimson mud...
Everytime I see the scars
I remember my once broken heart...
The deep recess of a mind gone numb
All thoughts permeating and not taking hold...
Hold on tight
Hide under your blanket...
Reach
for the stars...
Sitting alone in the dark
I become someone else...
Could you walk away if theres blood on my hands?
Unveil! An art! Suicide, a pleasurable taste...
The pain inside
it makes me scream...
You'll commit,
My suicide...
This pen in my hand
knows more then the world ever will...
Left alone again
my thoughts begin to race...
"ill be back"
I'm being stubborn...
You thought you could save me.
From this place you call hell...
Mind racing
splitting pain...
Some spend years wallowing in emotion
Scared, they are depressed with devotion...
Can you see my sins
My scarlet sins...
Vicious cycles lead to speaking-
talking in circular ways...
These voices are real
So so very real...
See me smile and nod like nothing is wrong
Hear me quietly tell him to hush...
Can someone fill in the empty space that was my...
Hussssh
Please, please hush...
Here it comes, her end has arrived,
disturbed thoughts echoing in her mind...
Sometimes you think your falling,
To where the departed go...
So much time spent alone
I created this prison. I had a release...
Impulse
The impulse to hit...
Black cloud rising from my ashes
Blending with the scent of your skin...
The pen said she was angry
The paper tells of hurt...
She threw a single red rose into the sea,
the waves swallowing it into its deep watery...
The gun in her hand
as she sits there alone...
You stupid girl
what did you assume...
It's one day in the night
Till we find there's a light...
Let me slip away
Let me fade away...
Your standing
On a cliff so high...
This mask I wear,
she serves me well...
A shiny star
In the dead of night...
The wrist is cut
And my head is numb...
There is a girl who looks at this page,
Filled with the heartbreak of it all...
It takes the pain--------replaces it with guilt
It helps you escape---until you realize youre...
My strength has left me
My tears burn winding paths down my face...
I'm losing hope in you now
Sick, mental mind of mine...
I control your life, I consume your soul
Im the blur in your eyes...
Watching you kill her with
your stares...
On a rock, she sits
Her eyes transfixed...
She cries at night
Blinded by that light...
I missed my heart by less than an inch.
I made my parents and the nurses flinch...
I'm so tired of fighting.
of hoping for the best...
Dear Depression
I ask you to please listen to my suicidal cry...
Hidden frowns behind painted on smiles,
silent tears that go on for miles...
I'm random and funny,
I'm cute and sweet...
As i look at my reflection
Tears come to my eyes...
The scars on my arm
are memories that wont fade...
I take a knife
To my wrist...
A dark day
She wants to cry...
Sadness drowns out my concise
my need overpowers my want...
Blackness
death to my concise...
Wrists are crying
Really scared...
Dear Mom
Well it's been 17 years...
No matter how low it gets it keeps rising up,
the stabbing pain of failure in my side...
Life is a prison,
Oh God let me out...
I am the shadow of the face you need.
I am the shadow of the knife that makes you bleed...
Coffin
grave...
Don't give up
i need your help...
I am the bad side of life
I'll tear you up from the inside...
Empty
I suffer inside...
Technicolor is what you see
for you cannot see the pain inside of me...
Im sorry if my smile is fading,
I just dont care anymore...
All thoughts consumed
By the vicious habit...
What i feel toward you
cannot be explained...
Vibrant, swirling colors
grotesque faces lining every wall...
What do you do when your feelings are mixed up...
You try to be happy but inside your always blue...
I plaster on this smile for you
So you'll never know what i want to do...
So hollow inside
The emptiness consumes me...
Living from scar to scar
Waiting for each mark...
I'm breaking and shaking
I see darkness in the making...
I wanna cry
But the tears wont flow...
This monster called depression,
On my strengthless body it feeds...
December 17, 2006 DM
Let my voice go on and on...
I died,
Last night...
Leaning over a ledge
The wind blowing in my hair...
I feel so alone
Like no ones there...
If i would take suicide
would you cry for me...
Can't you see through my smile?
can't you see through my lies...
This smile is fake
Its plastered to my face...
*Before I start this is an old poem and it has...
So many nights I sit gazing at my blade...
I cut myself almost everyday.
It relieves me from the pain...
The Ashes of Me by elana
Dont dampen the little spirit that I have left...
I went to hell and spat in the Devil's face
I have seen the darkest of days...
I bit my lip
and close my eyes...
I wanted to live
A life more worthwhile...
I'm looking down over Aurthur's Seat
And I pray no one finds me...
Im no longer full of hope
like i used to be...
One cut
Two cut...
It seemed so unfair
i know it wasn't your time...
Locked in my room tears down my face
Stay away from me let me have my space...
I am so tired...
Lost within these walls I've built
A prison deep within my soul...
Soul swiftly sweep away
For no longer can you dwell...
Put the blade or
knife against my...
Can you see the words I write
Don't you know I write my life...
My lyfez a mess!
DO YOU CARE...
Would you care?
As I walked away...
I can't take the mental pain
i'm not strong enough...
Alone at night
Crying cold tears again...
Can you hear that?
Have you found...
Say goodnight falling angel, no one can hear your...
Say goodnight falling angel as you cry yourself to...
I crumble away,
I fall...
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I am the person...
Watch her shrink before your eyes;
The girl whom felt she was despised...
Have you ever had,
Memories spill from within an object...
I Run The Blade Across My Wrist.
Fountains Of Blood Appears Upon The Surface...
Looking in the pockets
Of my sister's coat...
Ive gone too deep
Somebody better stop me...
I hate the world,
i hate life too...
Please, please forgive me
I am who I can only be...
I Can See You All...
I might not be next to you...