I wish you could have gripped
Every tear that I have shed...

Help me mommy for I am here
your child unborn but I can hear...

I feel so lonely inside
that I am so cold...

I write in my journal of everything done wrong
I try not to think of anything else...

I am sorry that you had to hear this
But there is no other way...

As the silver blade slits my wrist
I don't think of anything...

I have tried to tell you I was sorry
But you just stood there like I was lieing...

Why did you go
why did you leave...

I stopped cutting my wrist
slit my throat and watched...