Help me mommy for I am here
your child unborn but I can hear...

As the silver blade slits my wrist
I don't think of anything...

I wish you could have gripped
Every tear that I have shed...

I am sorry that you had to hear this
But there is no other way...

Every night I lay in bed just thinking of you
I tried to remember how much fun we had...

I have tried to tell you I was sorry
But you just stood there like I was lieing...

I feel so lonely inside
that I am so cold...

I write in my journal of everything done wrong
I try not to think of anything else...

I bit my lip
and close my eyes...

As I sit here on my bed
All I think about is you...

I have only one and one thing only
I wish to be yours from today til the end...

In a room so dark and cold
a girl lies on her bed alone...