I really hope your happy my dear
because i sure as hell am not...

Whos to blame for the mistakes i've made
these thoughts that linger around my mind...

Living in this moment
makes it all worth while...

Scream my name
in the midst of the night...

All the loves that i have lost
everything i've given up...

What would it be like
in someone elses shoes...

The darkness seems to find me
in the brighter times of life...

You stumbled your way up to the porch
and parked yourself on my lap...

Ive isolated myself
sheltered from the world...

Rolling down hill for so long
what comes past rock bottom...

You wouldn't know self hatred
if it bit you in the ass...

Setenced to an eternity of hell
walking the face the of the earth...