i've been too h e l l && back;; ii spill s h i t, tripp, && embarass myself;; ii can't just flutter my eyes && get that boii;; my life is messed up;; i've been through more s h i t then you see on t.v;; [nobodys perfect];; i've been lied too, cheated on && had my heart stolen;; i've f u c k e d up, f u c k e d people up, && been f u c k e d up;; but every hit was worth it, because ii felt it, ii knew it was real;; life is real, && im living it wrong everyday;; im f u c k i n g up royally && doing everything opposite;; but do ii regret one thing? [NEVER] because at one point what ii did was what ii wanted && ii got my f u c k i n g satisfaction;; my life is mine && no stupid b i t c h e s or immature boii's are gonna f u c k it up for me anymore. im the real deal && i'd love too see you try && f u c k i n g break me. |
How could i be so stupid
how could i be so blind...
I'm down begging on my knee's
asking if you would love me please...
I don't want to love you
i hate you i really do...
See the girl with the painted smile
she'll only be here for a little while...
She comes home
shes all alone...
Lost in my thoughts
always holding back my screams...
Holding my back thoughts
hiding all my tears...
Some days i miss you more
but each day is miserable as can be...
My eyes begin to fill with tears
from every hurtful word you said...
I'm t o r n between two.
happy with him but still missing you...
I thought i was going to forget you but i was wrong i thought i was getting over you but its been alie for to long i thought id be able to hate you but its something that i just cant do no matter where i go or what i do i know im still in love with you. |
You kiss a hell of alot better then you listen; maybe thats why ii can't get enough of you; ii guess what they say is true ... old habits are hard too break; but you'll remain nothing more but my most tempting mistake. |
When you look at me a certain way |