Lost in my thoughts
always holding back my screams...

Holding my back thoughts
hiding all my tears...

Some days i miss you more
but each day is miserable as can be...

My eyes begin to fill with tears
from every hurtful word you said...

I'm t o r n between two.
happy with him but still missing you...

I wasted my tears on something that wasn't real
my words on something i really didn't feel...

Feeling nothing but regret and shame
sitting here wondering if you still feel the same...

She comes home
shes all alone...

See the girl with the painted smile
she'll only be here for a little while...

I don't want to love you
i hate you i really do...

I'm down begging on my knee's
asking if you would love me please...

How could i be so stupid
how could i be so blind...