Dear grandpa,
I know you in a better place...

Why do I always act the way I do.
It's not like I want to...

Sadness,
What is it about this word that makes you want to...

I'm sorry am not perfect,
Because I've lost someone...

I've worn a mask most of my life,
Mainly out of fear and fright...

My love for you will never end,
My first true love...

...
My life has taken that twist...

What can I do,
It's really not my fault...