I can only hope that sleep
Will ease the pain away...

My love for you will last
Despite the horrible past...

I have no will to live
If it means living...

As I take yet another cold shower
To keep my mind off of things...

My stomach hurts so much
And I can feel my heart beat inside my head...

My world has turned a ghostly shade of gray
It all happened so fast to my dismay...

There are so many things
That remind me of her...

I was only kidding myself
How could I possibly think she still liked me...

Just come back to me
I can make it better than before...

Now I lay me down to sleep
I start to mourn, I start to weep...

Sometimes I wish that you could read my mind
So that maybe you might be able to find...

I find myself observing the present
Looking at where I was and where I am...