Sometimes, I find myself trying to remember the sound of your laugh or the smell of your perfume, but even these memories are begginning to become harder and harder to remember.

I not only lost my love when she left, but I lost my dearest friend.

To watch you walk away without even bothering to look back shows me how little you actually loved me.

Forever is just another lie.

Do not judge me
You don't have the right
I'm ashamed of how
You couldn't try to fight

I don't care if you hate me
I can love you enough for both of us.

Lost my love
I want her back
Feel as if
I've had a heart attack

Wouldn't matter
If she cared
Because our love
Is forever impaired

Reality is so hard to grip when it means realizing that the one you love with all of, if not more than, your heart is gone forever and will never look at you that way again.

My past is becoming more and more distant
Picturing your voice is gettting harder
Remembering your laugh is even more difficult
But my love for you never seems to waver
Because that part of you will NEVER go

I reenact the break up
In my mind and even theatrically
I play over all the things that could have gone differently
But no matter what I'm always the one who's crying.