Before you found me my life was empty, hollow and...
now even though I'm unable to be with you as much...

Distantly i loved you and love you i always will,
inside my heart and soul did burn when you first...

Dear world this is my suicide note,
I'm keeping this brief before i go and slit my...

Its strange how time passes so slowly for me,
Knowing your so far away but still so close to me...

Everyday i sit here,
spinning my little pen knife in my hand...

Far to long have these tears weld in my eyes,
they do not fall no i shed not one tear...

Goodbye to this world in which I've lived,
full off heartache, anger, pain and tears...