Distantly i loved you and love you i always will,
inside my heart and soul did burn when you first...

Before you found me my life was empty, hollow and...
now even though I'm unable to be with you as much...

Dear world this is my suicide note,
I'm keeping this brief before i go and slit my...

Far to long have these tears weld in my eyes,
they do not fall no i shed not one tear...

Goodbye to this world in which I've lived,
full off heartache, anger, pain and tears...

Its strange how time passes so slowly for me,
Knowing your so far away but still so close to me...

Everyday i sit here,
spinning my little pen knife in my hand...