My heart is saying,
Suicide, Suicide...

So here I lay thinking
of what I have done...

My mom is waiting out by the car,
everything is going so wrong...

Your turning emotions,
you dont love me, but you do...

Dear god
I am lost behind a cloud of dust...

No more tears,
I will say...

Dear God,
There's a few thing I need to say...

I want to write down,
everything that I feel...

I sit crying in the corner,
holding my grey teddy bear...

So here's my new journey
starting over with my life...

All of these thoughts in my head,
make me feel that I am alone...

I look another way
as I pass you by...