So here I lay thinking
of what I have done...

Dear God,
There's a few thing I need to say...

Your turning emotions,
you dont love me, but you do...

I locked my door
no one come in...

So here's my new journey
starting over with my life...

My heart is saying,
Suicide, Suicide...

I want to write down,
everything that I feel...

As she picks up the blade,
she tries not to cry...

All of these thoughts in my head,
make me feel that I am alone...

I sit crying in the corner,
holding my grey teddy bear...

No more tears,
I will say...

Dear god
I am lost behind a cloud of dust...