Today in english
i had to write in my journal...

Why am i different
whydoes it have to be me...

First im happy
funny and free...

Please love me
and don't be sad...

I love you
and i want you to see...

I know your family sucks
i know you can't take anymore...

You may not be my
**** buddy anymore...

There's no one to talk to
no one ever there...

I want it to stop
i want to lose it all...

I want it to stop
i want to lose it all...

I try to tell you
all my thoughts and feelings...

Why do you question
the way i am...