I try so hard to control my heart,
but I cannot deny that I still...

I keep thinking about it
over and over again...

I cannot carry on like this,
not knowing if I will survive the pain another...

I know he is no longer around
and I place that blame on me...

The walls I built around myself
are now coming crumbling down...

She startled awake
in the middle of a nightmare...

I let you slip away
without saying goodbye...

I sit and ponder why it's so hard
for me to say goodbye...

We found love in an enchanting place
where nothing can ever fall apart...

Drugged and silenced
on the back seat of his car...

It's in the way that my fingers kiss my pen,
the way my pen kisses the paper...

Craziness chases my sanity
like a game of cops and robbers...