I like how you make me laugh
even if i don't want to smile...

I sit and i cry
i feel the need to cut...

Just for a moment
as i looked in your eyes...

I love you my friend
i truly do...

I was looking at your photo tonight
wondering so much about you...

I'm not sure if i like my job
it reminds me of so much...

Today you might feel happy,
Tomorrow might be sad...

I feel so angry at myself,
Because I never knew...

I couldn't write this before you died,
but believe me when I say I tried...

Have you ever looked in the mirror
and studied your face...

The darkness gathers.
Casting blackness upon me...

Confronting my worst nightmare
of facing the evil beast...