I can't stop the tears from falling,
trying not to trust you one last time...

I'm never coming back,
no matter how many presents you buy me...

I wonder what you were thinking,
or were you deluded enough...

I find it very strange
to believe you never knew...

I feel so weak for believing you
every time you told me that...

Did I deserve to eat today,
what justifies my reason...

The more I try to resist the urge,
the more it destroys my sanity...

It's not just something that I do
to pass the time when I sit all by myself...

I'm breaking down at Heaven's door,
my arms outstretched for someone to love me...

I made such a big mistake
by not telling you my secrets...

Could you feel me in your heart,
the night I slept upon your grave...

You used to stroke my head
and play with my hair...