People will always hurt you
as long as you give them a chance to...
Never in my life
have I struggled to breathe this much...
Two small voices battle inside of me
as this addiction now controls me...
I can always depend on my knife
to get me through the trauma...
Exhausted from this hurricane
of confusion and fear...
I never thought I'd need you again,
thought I had turned a page...
It is always her words
that jump into my head...
No one seemed to know the truth
of what went wrong inside her life...
My heart sinks to the bottom
of the deepest ocean floor...
Fear
has strangled...
I do not have the heart of a winner
like everyone believes I do...
I wish I didn't have
all these faults in my heart...