I try to grasp the very first time
you told me nothing would ever stop your love...

I was so cold in such a dark and icy world,
I never knew such numbness could exist within me...

I never wanted to disappoint you
but I am aware that I made more mistakes...

Do you remember the first time my tiny hand
wrapped around your finger...

It feels like we haven't spoken for years,
as I am hopelessly trying to believe...

I'm shutting down,
becoming numb...

I remember going back to your house for the first...
I was terrified and shaking...

I apologise if I act a little cold sometimes,
but I am remaining cautiously guarded...

Shattered by waking up from restless dreams
after the night shift of her private life...

In the darkness of that one desperate moment,
many years ago...

I made a promise to myself
that even when the pain gets really bad...

Everyone wanted to see her different sides,
instead of the broken soul she appeared to be...