Another two years older,
another million miles apart...

It started with a promise so long ago,
words wrapped up in roses...

I didn't want to push too far,
but you were all I had...

Experience has shut me down.
The fire of self-rejection burns...

My insecurities are like police on patrol,
guarding a set of never ending stairs into my...

There was a girl inside of me
ignoring signs of our love breaking quietly...

You say the same things until it becomes painful
to the ears of my aching heart...

Looking back in a different light,
it's clear to see that you didn't understand...

I wish hindsight could have warned me
what we were stepping into...

I'm stuck here trusting no one,
since trust has all been taken from me...

You can look somewhere else
for permission to return...

I have nothing to hide these insecurities any...
nothing to hide the fact that I still hate you...