Temptations open up the gate for me,
a secret devotion is what I know I need...
I sometimes feel lost behind my trusted mask,
realising that saying I am okay...
I won't be persuaded to change how I feel about...
your lies are like a fly that you can always hear...
No one could ever persuade me to be blamed
for someone else's silence...
These are words I never thought I'd learn to say,
but I don't want to fall again...
Do you ever read your ending,
afraid of starting a fire in this black winter...
I don't want any more scars on my skin
that bleed out his name...
I'm done with the crying,
done with the fear...
It's so hard to show my face around lately,
acting casual whilst trying impossibly hard...
If I am honest,
this newfound freedom is just a blind thought...
How dare you deny the conversation
that unwound our intricate secrets...
You made a choice to walk away,
and now because of you...