Theres so much pain inside my heart
its slowly tearing my life apart...

I love you darling i always will
i'm sorry i let you go...

This year will be so different
so many people will not be here...

I was ready to end it all again
all these thoughts turning me insane...

Today was jess's first birthday
i wasn't even with her for it...

I am who i am
cant you accept me...

Dear doctor i was sent to you
for the burns along my hands...

You seen the bruises
on my arms today...

You were sent into my life
to help me not to use my knife...

Its Friday night and I'm all alone
feeling frightened and lost inside my own home...

Here i am once again
feeling all this pain...

Caught up in his spider web
trapped by all the things he said...