The pain washed upon my face without permission,
seeing my fear made him stronger...

The more I feel,
the more I cut...

I don't know what to write
my feelings are out of sight...

I can't get to sleep
i feel so awake...

I was feeling very low
everything dragged me down...

How can i get better
if no one offers help...

I have waited all my life
for you to make things right...

Sometimes i sit
staring out the window...

Is this nightmare really true?
am i really living without you...

Rain is dripping form my window
blood is dripping from my arm...

I scratch i cut
my mind is shut...

Darkness surrounds me
all i feel is pain...