He no longer tells me what to say
yet I still await his commands...

I sit here crying
wishing I was dying...

Food my enemy,
Another form of control...

Elegantly tall,
Leafy branches looking upwards...

The tears just won't stop falling,
Faster than a waterfall...

Snowflakes landing on your hand
then disappearing from your sight...

Rainbows smiling in the sky
All come out so they can play...

Saying goodbye to you stabbed me more than
the sharpest knife could ever do...

Slithering along through the over grown grass
which has become his jungle home...

There is a person who's path I've crossed
although I doubt she has noticed me...

Heavenly angel
glowing outside my window...

Every so often I was sent a miracle
in which I took a chance to trust...